Wednesday, 19 January 2022

how many pills does it take

I find myself perusing the reviews on amazon foe weight loss pills again abd buying the ones with the terrible reviews that specify they make you violently ill. Detox tea that makes it so you're running to a toilet. Pills that most users say makes them so ill they pass out.
Add to basket
Buy. 
You say problem i say solution. 
So far nothing has worked in that i havent had chronic illness or terrible shits. I have blacked out 3 times in one night but that could have been the calorie deficit mixed with the bottle of red. Who knows

Im watching what i eat. At work the running joke is what weird thing is tiff eating for dinner? Is it cabbage water or a handful of lettuce? It makes it a good environment to not fail as they are all watching which means i cant fail.

Tho today i did eat biscuits. I had a small potato fish pie and lettuce as my meal which was 290 cals. I had 3 cracker bread with extra light philly 86 cals. And then i had 4 onions 11cals and then like 6 biscuits. Which was where it went bad. Bit tomorrow is a new day and will be soup day so im not too worried. Im still in a deficit.

I feel like its my only escape. Hell either stand by me or leave and either way i will see the truth of whats meant to be.
Im not afraid of being alone. Its motivation. 
4 senna, 2 aqua ban and 2 detox teas later and im waiting for the cramps.
Thatll teach me to enjoy bad food.